December Newsletter

by Lisa

Hola hola hola beloveds,

Writing you from Mexico here. I’ve been in my cave for the past 2 months and had to getaway to my happy place to refresh my Spirit. Happy to finally report life on this day of our Full Moon in Gemini. Thank you to the chatty Gods that are helping me come back out of my shell ;p

FYI this email is somewhat unfiltered because I’m finding real lands more for me so excuso-the-typos and grammatical errors. Let’s just be human shall we.

Whewwwww what a RIDE this season has been. Don’t know bout you but I’ve been in the throws of shadow work. Plunging deeper and wider than I’ve ever traversed before. I keep forgetting that I’m here to truly know all of life. And if you work with me, you know all about the Light and Shadow that my shamanic practice revolves around. Our inner PEACE Sign / YIN-Yang / Masculine-Feminine energy. Well I’ve definitely been in the YIN (dark) part of the wheel through Scorpio season and just as we circled into Sag and upon this Full Moon in Gemini, I’ve regained clarity and healing. This last season was intense on a whole other level. As the days grew shorter, I Fell deep into myself and went into my cave of all that needed to be felt, seen, processed. It was dirty work and extra messy this year. Had no CLUE that was coming for me but when you live a life in ceremony to the evolution of your soul’s higher consciousness, you’re bound to have big FALLS. My leaves weren’t just falling gently from the trees as you see them do on the movies, so beautiful and graceful….No. Mine were more like dropping karmic bombs that have bonded and bound my soul for eternities. Dying is not easy, or pretty. Shedding our skin is rough work. There are many cycles to move through and one must stay the course typically under extreme constraints. That has been my experience lately. Getting blind sighted and hit from all the directions — Mind, Body, Heart, Spirit, Relationship, Finance, Home, Health. The planets came for us this season and Scorpio went there – I love yawl and appreciate your passion for shadow work, but damn. The ocean got deep this year and it is dirty down there. If you follow astrology and are watching the cosmic orchestration of events you know it’s been mayhem. A complete deconstruction so we can rebuild anew Earth. You can see it reflected in the macro of our world – check out politics, our educational system, food quality, job security, divorce rates, health decline, homeless population, mental health RX statistics, etc.

The tough part for me is navigating the treacherous terrain that is dying and death. It hurts. It’s scary. It’s chaotic and confusing. It felt downright cruel and terrifying for me this season. It doesn’t make sense when you’re going through it. I didn’t have a clue what was happening during my fall. I was just IN IT. Couldn’t see the forest from the trees and all the curveballs had me living in survival – yes I said it and yes it’s ok to be there when that’s where you are. I could only live ITM as any further out than that I’d crumble. Disable to future project or plan. Forced into the present moment and counting my small victories of brushing my teeth and getting dressed. There be times like that, and that’s okay.

It started as me receiving a lot of nudges to go inward, hide away, be internal and quiet. Tighten my circle, lockin the home front. Then a heavy energy came in and made its home inside of me. This entity was depressed and drowning in sorrow – Whoa, who are you? I asked, she said I’m Goddess of the Underworld. I live in the Plutarian part of your chart that holds the hell that resides deep in your soul and it’s time to clean house. Wow ok, awesome. And down down we went into the deep deep darkest part of the ocean. It was scary and awful down there! She took me through multiple hellacish experiences that I wish were not an option to be true in the world but there I was, going through them. Where all these hellachish feelings and radical experiences reside. It’s scary down there! I even kept saying things like “I feel like I’m in the shadow” “like I’m walking through the valley of the shadow of death” meanwhile being like wtf is happening? where is this going? and when is this going to shift? Doing as many of my Spiritual practices to move the energy as I could each day, but was making little progress. This MTHFR was HEAVY. She was like nope, uh-uh feel me sister. Be with me. Stop pushing me out. As the days wore on the burden got so gigantic I finally slipped into Surrender.

Then a whole bunch of weird, eery, loco as they say in Espanol ;p CRAZY and horrifically fantastical events happened that could not actually be real life (but somehow they are in mine?) Yeah I know I still question the movie of my life as well…if you see my chart it makes total sense, lol. That’s for another day. Anyways, all of the beyond normal events forcing me to look deep into my darkest fears and buckle in because I knew I’d be there for a while. This last portal had me addressing some of the biggest fears humans have in life and it was extreme. When an ounce of stability would come through I’d ask, why am I going through this? And Spirit would say: so you can know it to help others. I’d totally reject that in the moment because I’m still a human too and the fears were getting so big that I got swept up and sick (also a part of the dying process, body gets well). Being a body and emotional empathy, Spirit tells me it hits my body so I slow down enough so my heart has time to feel so it can break open for the millionth time and embody a higher octave of love. Sounds fun right? Lol. People are like, why would you do this? Great question. It’s just what I’m here to do. Integrate my shadow into light so I can fulfill my calling of love, freedom, and authenticity to have the lived material to offer that to you – so here you go.

Containers for you to:
💫Be who you are
💫Learn who that is
💫Be held in love and belonging – a space to heal
💫Alchemize your shadows into light
💫Empower yourSelf
💫Ground into the truth of who you are
💫Open your heart and bring Spirit online

Ceremony Dates:
💗December 13, 2025
💗January 2, 2026
💗January 23, 2026

To reserve your spot reply to this email or text me, and Venmo your deposit of $100 to @LisaLola Please put the date of participation in the description.If you don’t know what ceremony is and are curious to learn more, reply to this email.

Conscious Communications Course
🌕 Every Sunday in January & February. Jan 2nd – Feb 22, 2026 (8 Sessions Total)
💫 Meets: 1-3pm CST on Zoom
💰 Early Bird: $333 (register by 12/11) Venmo @LisaLola
✨ AFTER 12/11 Regular Price: $444
💗 Only 10 spots available to maintain intimacy, 1:1 connection & support— save yours now

Reply to this email to reserve your spot and Venmo @LisaLola. Payments can be made in full or installments. What is Conscious Communications?

Transformational Communication and Emotional Intelligence Training.

A Container to bring you back to yourself and into deeper connection with others.
🌿 Regulate big emotions and stay grounded during emotional intensity
🌿 Give yourself full permission to feel—without judgment or shame
🌿 Understand your own emotional landscape and what it’s telling you
🌿 Speak your needs clearly and confidently—even when it’s hard
🌿 Break cycles of people-pleasing, self-abandonment, and emotional shutdown
🌿 Build resilience and inner safety, especially as an empath
🌿 Repair ruptures and communicate honestly, without blame or fear
🌿 Honor your boundaries while staying open to connection
🌿 Learn to listen deeply and reflect accurately.
🌿 Restore integrity to your communication and transform your judgments into Love.

We all need spaces where we are held.
Places where we can finally set our guard down.
Where no one is trying to fix us or tell us to “get over it.”
Where love simply meets us — right where we are.

That’s the beauty of this work for me. I live for the deep. For the real. For the raw humanness that connects us all. Supporting people as they reconnect to what truly matters — their hearts, their truth, their aliveness — that’s what lights me up.

As Marianne Williamson so beautifully says:“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure…

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

”Every time we let ourselves shine — even just a little — we give others permission to do the same.

💗 If your heart is craving that kind of nourishment, I’d love to have you and hold you at any of the above containers. Reply to this email with your inquires and desire for participation.

If you’d like Spiritual guidance for your own healing journey, support in integrating your shadow, or desire support in receiving greater clarity and understanding of your life’s purposeful design, Click Here to book a 1:1 Spiritual Counseling Session so you too can learn how to alchemize your pain into fuel for your light & get you aligned with the beautiful, magnetic being you are.

If you are a new client & are interested in working with me, you may book a complimentary New Client Consult here.I am honored to support you in the awakening & evolution of your Heart & Spirit.

To the expansion of the heart-space,
Lisa Lola

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