March Newletter: Near Death Experiences

Happy Holy Sunday to you and Buen Dia

Hopping on here to follow an intuitive thread on sharing a bit more on my NDE experience and Fire Horse Spirit Lesson as I feel guided. 

What’s alive to share right now about the NDE (near death experience) is my awareness that life is so full of mystery. While I was being poisoned by the CO (carbon monoxide), of course I had no idea what was going on since CO is an odorless gas and unbeknownst to me, there was a break in my fireplace gas line. I was using my fireplace as my main source of heat in the cold of KC winter and runnin that thing for around 18hrs a day and when awake, typically cozied up working right alongside of it to stay warm. Little did I know I was just sucking on CO and slowly poisoning myself. 

There were many things at play that made this into the perfect storm to produce an NDE (near death experience) which tracks from previous NDE experience/s. There is this mystical, surreal, bizarre, paranormal, and audacious qualities to an NDE. It is unruly in nature and it definitely feels like you are living in the Super Unknown, where audacious energies are synchronistically happening at the same time. All of this is necessary for such a radical event to occur.

What I have found is that an NDE has a lot of elements that live in the Feminine energy quotient of Chaos, where everything gets stirred up and creative energetics get amplified in order for attention to rise to Something New. The old must be completely deconstructed – can be violent – and in my previous experiences, it was very loud and aggressive. What’s interesting to note about this one is that it was quiet and invisible, slowly eating me for a long period of time, as opposed to the others that were assertive, abrupt and fast moving. NDE’s are meant to draw dramatic attention for rearrangement and reorientation of the relational field to make way for the soul’s “New” path. It’s an abrupt Change of energy and direction.

This all happened as we were rounding out the end of the Chinese New Year of the Snake. Which we know Snake is symbolic for shedding old skin, transformation and renewal. I felt a uniquely mysterious energy present during this time. It had felt like something big was about to go down since the beginning of the year, but I just “couldn’t quite put my finger on it” The energy slowed way down and I thought it might just be part of winter’s hibernation (this was part of what contributed to the “perfect storm”) Lots of death was happening at this time as winter does. I was tracking a large degree of death within myself, others and the collective. More than normal and I’m pretty tapped into that. I “knew” something was going on and I also knew it was beyond my capacity to “know”. That was the Spiritual element. I could feel and interpret that I was in a deeply Spiritual process and yet, was so lost in the CO sauce that I couldn’t comprehend. I give myself grace here for many reasons, a main one being the Fire Dept, Ambulance team and an ER nurse all told me they had never met anyone who lived through CO exposure. WOW.

I am still completely blown away by this reflection and am sitting with it. There was an increasingly high amount of Ego deaths, old time-lines, war, violence, and actual physical death for myself and many others that I know of happening mid January to mid February. We saw it happening collectively too. The intensity got high as a planet. And it all shifted once we hit Feb 17 when the snake had completed its sizzle and horse momentum came in.

All death is inter-related, just on different planes of existence. Some at home in our own hearts, some in the sightings across countries. It all can be simplified down to one thing that my teacher relayed in a training last weekend and is my Fire Horse Lesson (#2) for this share:

War does not create life, love does. 

Spirit says to leave you with that and more to be shared later. The guides are saying to break this up and share the experience, symbols, and sightings in chunks so you and I can slowly digest this event. A death process should not be rushed.

To the return to love,
LL